make mine les humid.

make mine less windy.

make mine less dramatic.

whatever mine is, there is too much of it and i need some sort of assistance in streamlining and retouching.

the majority of my days, in-my-mind-wise, consist of switching back and forth between various critics and authorities with varying agendas. the voices aren't actually there, i don't hear them-- but the contradictory opinions are observable-- moving from one hemisphere to the other.

don't know what this means-- perhaps that i'm only beginning to recognize or label the quality of being *conflicted*- the quality of indecision or lack of vision or guts.

or too much guts. like i said, that streamlining application needs to be put in place.