i am beginning to feel very exhausted because a lot of my energy is going here.

which is fine. which is where it hasn't been for a long time. overdue.

in other news, i think i am developing a major addiction to espresso. maybe i should put that in the past tense. i'm a bit sweaty and shaky and feel like a speed addict and have all these tons of thoughts in my head.

but they are substantive thoughts-- not like, "gosh, i have to pee." or "where can i find a great red cardigan."

instead, they deal with love and adult learning theory and gardens and adventuring in the wilds of ohio. *smirk*.